okay. here we go. I have to go to school in two days and I'm actually kinda happy because when I'm in that fucking place AT LEAST IM NOT DEPRESSED. I don't know. it's just I can't live with myself for more than two weeks I'm literally incapable of handling my own presence I just make myself sick.
boy this is too much.
damn
real damn you know
the thing is nobody even reads here so I don't care I guess
you know once I had this superass blog it was about some band n shit n it's just I was so cool. and stupid. I was such an idiot but I guess people like the idiot more cause I had like tons of friends there n shit.
I used to have lots of ppl around me. on the net. I still do but they're just.
not that close you know.
whatever.
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